Hopely this is a Good Month..Menyenangkan skali,finally aku menutup oktober dengan bertengkar lagi dengan dia..
huuuhhf...;-(
he always blame me for evry mistake,and then finally last nite aku marah,emosi dan matiin telfon dari dia..think about it.dia slalu mnyalahkan aku ttg smua masalah yang terjadi di antara kami. Dia bilang aku g pernah call dia lah,apa lah..males lam2..eh tiba2 udh kbayang dah kuliah lagi ..megang buku, ujian smester..;-),waah..mnyenangkan skali..tidak apalah kalau skira aku tidak jadi menikah dengan dia, at least aku udah punya plan B yaitu kuliah lagi..smuanya sama2 baik koQ,tidak jadi menikah aku larinya y pasti kuliah lagi,hopely meet soulmate sbenernya di kuliahan dah, kalau jadi merried sama dia y baik juga, punya anak, udah gitu ada tmen untuk berbagi ..utang..hahaha..bunuh diri ni ye mw merried without do not know anyting..haissshhh...;-(,ntahlah..smuanya serba aneh..but it's alrite lah..ada koQ yang bakalan bantu yan dalam masalah ini,even if terasa berat,sdangkan skarang aja aku udh khilangan 2 sodara plus"kehilangan" 2 sodara lagi but itu g mengurangi smua kbahagian yang akan aku punya,,I have a rite for happy..this is mylife..myfuture, kalau skira pria yang aku syang dan suka memang tidak berpihak ke aku,y usdahlah,,aku juga g mungkin bertahan dengan ornag yang tidak bisa mengerti aku,aku males,bosen bertengkar trus..;-(,aku juga malu kalau stiap aku nelfon dia sllu spekul,ngantuk,sibuk mw mandilh cape lh,,evrything he said to me, pdhl aku dng dia komunikasinya juga cuma malam doang,itu juga diisi dengan sgala pertengkaran..OMG..;-(,cape lama2,aku juga cape nunggu telfon dari dia tiap malam,charge ponsel lh byar klw dia call g lowbat, but he doesn't know it..dia terlalu egois.He never understand me,he never heard me..dia sllu bilang,,ia sudahlh,,slalu itu alesan kamu,mang wanita mana c yg klw nelfon di tolak trus, trus g jera2 gitu.? myGod..aku juga pny malu lah even if hew is myMan...Aku marah,finally,,sangat marah..dan tidak ingin mendengar dia bicara.I hang up the phone,I'm in Jakarta..Hopely God bless me,Masih banyak masa depan yang bisa aku raih if I still work in Jakarta and continue study, But for Him I did this all, And it doesn't have any effort as far as I merried with him..but he never Understand me..
--How sad--
But finally he told me...sorry dear,and after all I can't hang on..
--God BLess Us November rain---
;D
It’s always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of timeI never wanted to be anybody’s other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn’t last
That was the only way I knew to that you
You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I’m not playing games
I promise I won’t turn around and I won’t let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there’s nothing, there’s nothing we can’t get through
So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won’t live without it, I won’t let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say
Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I’m old and sit next to you.
And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won’t live without it, I won’t let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you
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