Today Thanksgiving day..Hm..aku pd bilang Happy thanksgiving eeehh...orang2 pada cuek banget,OmiGod..Mneybalkan skali..they dont know maybe what does it mean of thanksgiving day, it's mean that we say thanks For God coz he always Bless us, and Used to American celebrated thanksgiving just for they are harvest.But not In indonesia,smua pada cuek,biasa aja gitu..huaaah,,,cuek lagi,,baiklah,,mulai hari ini aku akan cuek kpada siapa pun, dan ujung2nya smua pada kcarian coz aku g prnh sms mreka lagi, Mana sms2mu deQ.? Huuhh..klw di Sms juga g bakalan di Bales,tapi tidak apa lah,,mungkin smua2 pada sibuk, tidak terkecuali dengan myfiance,ntar2 dia bilang..kmu kan g pernah kangen sama aku,padahal sbenrnya g si, dia klw di Call jwbnny y pasti sorry darla..I'm busy,would you pliz call me later.? Godness,, si Jay aja dlu udh sibuk banget msh smpt smsan..even angot2an juga orgnya..hahaha..yg paling baik itu y si Black, dia dulu baik sblm sakit(I said him sakit coz dia putus dari aku dan after that tingkah lakunya smakin tidak terkendali, baiklah..aku berbaik hati memanggilnya dengan sebutan si sakit,,,huuuuhh..!!!!) yeah..bnyk org yg dkat, specially for man,tp g da yg mnarik hati ,though banyak ksempatan membuat mreka sbagai plampiasan klw lagi g da tmen y boleh lh di call or di Sms, after that.? when I do not feel lonely, I never reply or call atau mnanyakan kabar smacemnya lah,ohowh,,it's not myduty..g penting kn.? walaupun terdengar sangat egois, but it's real koq..tidak ingin melukai hati para pria,coz for the first when he wanna make some aproaching maybe,I know and I'll be glad to go away..avoid him and act like nothing happened,hmm..sdikit mnyebalkan memang aku ini, tp aku mengakui kasus untuk pria kan tidak bisa di anggap main2, I'm commited to mywords, to mystandard ,to mytaste..without slightest decrease,yeah..sounds overrated, but it's true koq..aku komitmen dng standard yang aku buat,and until today aku g pernah mnyesal si dengan standar2 yang aku buat,even if the choise that last I made has have a little mistake,yeah..you know about age and character,maybe He would not hang on with me..or maybe I'll be angry evryday, shed a tear coz he alwys blame me for evrything..but hopely dia bakal berubah when we're get Merried.? yan..owh ..cmon..really you wanna.? Don't know ..feel confuse with this, I don't know what to do, don't know with this situation, evryone urged me,so then what I must suppose to do with this situation.? apa aku sebaiknay mundur atau bagaimana y.? Mnakutkan skali..pengen bebas,tp myman wanna get merried soon..
oalah lusi...gimana ny nasibmu inang..
kita liat aja y Ary..;)
-God Bless-
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