Dear ary JC..
Nothing special for today while evry people said that this date have nice meaning,but i dont think so,like usual evrything running well, no matter with my job,just so so,like usual..hell..how i could survive in a situation like this.Myman never tell anything,he just ignore and never reply mymessage,Damn..And just say,,ok we'll continue this relationship or how.?I just dont wanna fight no more,feel tired with all this,And finally He just make me sad,emotion and annoyance,it's look like I'm the guilty and should be responsible for this situation.O MyGodness..How cruel he,and he make me like this,feel mess,crowded,and after that when I do not care maybe he just come and tell me,why all be like this.?and you know me..I'm fool rite.?still young,there are so many future that I'll get if I want,I'll go to university and to be a diploma degree..yeah,diploma degree,who actually want merry soon.?I myself..or him.? can he say something.?I mean tell something to me,maybe some forgiveness of some apologize,or If I can not forgiven again,just tell me..and evrything will be okay..like this..rite now,,i just think about him,when we're together do all the thing that actually can't do..go to setia budi and go around of sudirman..so many place that I can't forget it but He never realized that...feel sad..hopely tonite we'll talk and all the problem will be over,,I was tired GOd..could you Please Help Me God..? I was tired with this situation...;-(
Mommy...Help me...;-(
talk bout evrything..:)..since mymother gone, I wanna talk more, but not to human..there are so many devil in tongue of evry people.!
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