17 oktober 2009

feel terribLe..trau g..?
stiap kali w tny org2 soaL plazrn gitu..koQ pada sewot y jawabna..for exaMple si sean tMen satu group w..td w sdikit g ngerti ttg plzrn KBP gitu,,tyus w tny ma dia..gMn neH..? eH...yg ada dia Malah sewot jawaBny..dah w g tau conclusion dr his explanation lagi..Mulai dr situ w marah and jengkeL ma dia..y udah..swaktu dia ajak yani bcanda, w males tan99apiny,yg da w ngles ma dia..Mang enak?

13 oktober 2009

Rencanany ni w mw ktMu ma yang naMany bang Jefri..itu loh abang yani yang ada di Jakarta. sMalam dia Call yani and katany si mw Pulkam tanggal 15 ini..w rada terkejut waktu dia bilang maU KTmUAN ma w..waduuuH..sbenerny kan g ada alasan buat w untuk bilang w malu ktmuan Ma dia..kan dia tu sodara w..jadi g d masalah dong? tapi pasca trauMa kmaren soal andi yang ktMuan pas Ultah w..asLi ..buat w trauma juMpa ama syp pun..artiny w krisis percaya diri,,dalam hal ini si, w g punya alasan untuk bilang w malu ktemu ma sodara w ndiri, lagian kan w g knaL dia..? so kalo dia mau bilang w jlek or bad...ya terserah tu g menggangu w banget ..tapi ngeri juga kalo seMpat itony ja dia bilang gitu...apa kata dunia..?"^^"
tapi y udahlah..jalani aza syp tau dia mank ito w yg paling baex..biarpun ito yang dapot dapot..hehhehe..
Bdw, masalh PPm tmen2 pada Marah sama w..pasalny w g jadi ikutan PPm sama org tu..sbenerny si pengen PPm di Medan,tapi berHubung tMeny g pada asik trus udah gitu SMU di Medan kan siswa siswiny pada pinter2 tu..so w ngajari syp dunk?
da w groginy minta aMpun skali dikerjai malah mengkeret..ai aMang...tapi kalo di Pangururan w mau si skalian nginget masa lalu disan and refresHing..tapi skarang yg jadi Mslhny yaitu w pny tmen ups...Calon tMen PPm naMany Eva..w rada g suka tMenan Ma dia..Coz dia suka2 gitu ma tMenny..padahal ary tau kn w tu Gmn? w paling g suka dperintah or di Cuekin..w malah kadang lebiH cuex dari sMuanya..da gitu pasti keuangan jg dibutuhin banget disana..scara kan mereka boros sMua..waah aLamat si nyokap pasti marah2 saMa w...cari tmen g bcus..y giManalah..Melpa saMa RoMada si..it's ok..scara mreka tu baek2 sMua..ksalahan terbesar buat w waktu PPm ntar u know? w PPm ma yang naMany Efridawan anak Mi-1bx,,kalo dulu w g knal sm dia it's ok buat w..ne..? w malah smpat ktauan ti2p salam ma dia coz Marudut yang sdikit bocor itu bilang kalo w saLam ma dia..alHasil dengan muka merah..w liat dia az g brani sbenerny w g d rasa lagi skarang..palagi skrg w kn g pernah juMpa dia lagi..so rasa g da lagi lah..udah gitu kndala w g Mau di Pangururan ya.. coz roy ada disana..y gpp si kalo seandainy w bisa juMpa bareng dia lagi scara w saMa dia g pernaH ktMuan since 15 November 2008 Kmaren..kira2 muka dia giMana y? apalagi dengan Aswin..bisa dipastikan sMakin black and ofcourse peMikiran juga smakin seMpit..terbukti penyakit maLasny g ilang2..liat z..facebookny z g punya..dasar pMalas..dari dulu kalo w ngobrol ma dia trus dia g ikutan kgiatan apapun..loH koQ g ikut? males ah...bikin pgel...kn aneH si..? kliatan si dari bo2t badany yg sdikit Fat and g berbentuk itu...
nah loh..stelah w disana apa coBa hal pertaMa yg bakal w lakuin..? paling di Humz si Melpa's sister or di ruMah Romada...lo smua kn da pada tau w gimana..? payah gabung and g mudah akrab buat sMua orang..ngeri ngbayangin kalo mpe ktmu sm polisi2 tMen w dulu disana..mreka sMua si g pada soMbong..tapi paling klUar Comment...wah, si yani da jadi caLon Amd ni ye....
O ya...tentu, kalo kmaren w g forCe si nyok buat kuLiaHin w..mungkin skarang w masih seorang pereMpuan..penjaga wartel yg pekerjaan rutinny Mulai pagi jaM 6 bersiHin wartel and tHen jagain Mpe jam 6 sore..trus air Liurny pd Mleleh kalo liat Pns or polisi2 steMpat pada gajian...HUFFFFFhhh... tapi sMuanya itu dah berLalu...even w g bisa nriMa gaji lagi coz w g kerja to..?
but it's alright..w juga bisa cari kerjaan y9 lebiH bagus than that one..
Ternyata kn cuma sbentar z...cari gLar,,,kuLiah juga g sesulit Menghitung Uang Minuman Wartel, Nbs , Pulsa,,pendapatan Wartel..Nabung tiap pagi...Bahkan lebih Mudah...masih inget g waktu disuruh nganter Sprei ke Onan Baru? banyak banget..bawa Ember lagi..aMpun...asLi..w Malu banget..y udah w mpe bilang ma k'Nelly..Kluar pun jadiLah ka..kalo ka2 nyuruh yani anter ni sprei...y w mang kluar pun jadi dari kerjaan saat itu juga..coz I can't hang on any More..w tu seorang Gadis..w dah tau tu apa arti Malu..coiz w seorang cewe.>? masa w disuruh bawa sPrei sbanyak itu? forget it..
finnaly bukan w si jadiny yg antar ke onan Baru..tapi Intan..hahaha..sory y yan..abis lo kan g tau maLu...hehehe
tb2 w keinget ma roy yg kmaren waktu w yang disuruh nyuci ke Onan Baru..trus w call ke Hotel spy w dijeMput coz kerjaan kan daH pada slesai..eh k'nelly ma yang laen dah spakat pada mau ngerjain w..w nyuruh asido yang dateng malah si Roy..Ampun..w Malu and g pede naek Motor bareng Ma dia..waktu itu dia masiH ...still(sorry roy) still bAd for Me..g da rasa sdikit pun buat dia..so w rada marah waktu dia yg jMput w..da gitu pake dinas lagi...his uniforM tidak make better,,malah buat w makin gerah jaLan ma dia..as if w menegaskan bahwa anak2 Hotel Wisata itu mang g suka sm anak2 pangururan kecuali Polisi..padahal knyataany g sperti itu.,.anak2 pasar cenderung kasar coz org2 tu g pny t4 di wartel..kecuali kalo Polisi2 Pulang ke kaMpung masing2 baru mreka pada brani dtg kwartel...and ofcourse they make me feel fear..ada lagi yg naMany radja naenggolan..aih..kalo ni cowo memang sereM banget,,,w g abis pikir kalo sama dia..mnakutkan..I think obsessi untuk jadi Polisi yang g kesaMpaian Make Him little crazy and Mad...g tauLah..yg Jlas w stress..banget Malah..kerjaan g ada..ai Amang taHe..
God..thanks..today I feel better than before..I know U always inside of Me..u Lead Me in every sorrw and every proBlem...I know..You know my suffer..I just Lean to U God..
Bless My FaMily God...
Skian Dulu ya...

12 September 2009

mungkin aza GM ny prusahaan teMpat abang w kerja g berminat banget waktu liat gue nongol disana..pasti dia bilang keQ gini ne..pa paan lo tuLus..ni bner2 adek lo ato...ah udahlah..yang jlas w dah kalah koQ,,jauh2 hari sbelumna,dari dulu w slalu mrasa bahwa dengan kekuatan yg w punya ndiri w pasti bisa ngpain2, dengan sombongny w berkata keQ gitu dalam hati.tanpa ada rasa malu sdikitpun sama Tuhan,,tapiinilah w..dengan segala keterpurukan akibat sgala kesombongan yang aku miliki slama ini..menempa orang lain untuk lebih mandiri dan bersabar menerima keadaan..smentara aku tiada henti2ny menyakiti orang..alngkah berdosanya..

puncaknya..ya kmaren..w abis greja bukanny kna Angin or Ujan..tiba2 w sakit parah gitu ...trulang lagi.mpe kmaren w baru mulai pulih stelah w ngakuin sdikit dosa w sama God..("0")..yaaH..I know without Him syp si w ne..hanya sebuah raga yang tiada gunany..so pasti bisa saja artiny kapan2 bisa di campakkan ke Hell?
g lah..w tu Mempelai Kristus..Pasti kristus dah menyediakan tempat yang terbaik buat aku.mungkin bukan disana tempat kerja yang tepat buat yani..I know...sMua Indah pada Waktunya...
GBuz..


btw..
Met WeekNd y....."o"...

05 September 2009

if u ask me bout my feeling..I'll said I can't imagine that he will be change, maybe for a while I'll said "I dont care". but now.?
in a different time, we will met in soMe place that make u and Me feel just so2.I'll be sad if u just think we're now only friend.I feel sad
when u not replay my message u has change.i realize that one.I never imagine that u'll be cool?
and dont care bout me.g pernah kubayangkan bahwa perasaanMu akan berubah terhadapku.huahhh..
liat facebookmu buat aku makin jengkel..sok banget si lo?
lo fikir lo tu syp...? pa lagi lagu Pretty boy from M2M buat w feel mellow..huhuhuhu....
tapi ya udahlah..masi banyak yg pduli sama lo..sbenerny ni ya..dia tu jlekny minta amPun..adjubilahh...dasr gila..lo rugi banget kalo g jadi sama gue.tiba2 koQ ku pengen nagis z, liat dia dah smakin jauh dari aku.oh GOd..may I ask U?
apakah dia sudah melupakanku..? melo banget si yani..g nyangka y..cewe tg kliatan tgar ni ternyata bisa juga patah hati.Lo kan tau dia tu gMn yan,,dia tu paling centil..paling heboh kalo dah liat cewe cantik..istilahna pantang gitu.y udahlah..dia tu g pantes buat lo sayangi, w jadi heran..mank dulu dia bner2 or g suka sm gue si? taulah..syp tau cuma plampiasan doang..wajar kale stelah lama g bebas di dunia ne..eh tiba juMpa ce manis keQ w...(narsis.......)

29 agustus 2009

sabtu ini sperti byasa, w yg suka marah2 hampir buat 1 org menjauh dr w,,,Nel,sorry y.Tu coz vera yg g tau diuntung itu, ngapain coba buat w feel badMood today..Mood g kn mang parah banget.

tapi yg paling g dinyngka, anak kaka gw yg paling bungsu meninggal minggu ini,gnap sudah 8 Bulan after thAT?dia mninggal,w z lom bisa trima kpergian kaka w yg suddenly banget.Tapi apa boleh buat?smuanay dah jadi destinyny dia kali y,lo bdua dah snang kali di sono ma ka rona, eitsss ...tapi jng ktawa2 dulu lah..Liat tu nyokap akibat perbuatan kalian berdua,,,Puas????????

w z heran, apa si diotak klen bdua..tapi sbenerny w juga g boleh bilang keQ gitu si,,pada dasarny w juga g bisa bertahan kalo pnyakit dan depressi dah smakin hebat mlanda w.So keinginana untuk hidup, persenany kcil banget.y uwessslah.wong itu suratan takdir y?

btw,,,soal hati w hari ne...mmmm..byasa z. g da yg brubah sjak taon lalu.spi..but that dont mean I'm feel lonely lah.w happy coz w bisa bersama dengan sahabat terbaik..;-)

12 Agusutus 2009

for the first Time ku longing banget pd dirimu..dont say anything,,maybe coz 2 taon lalu ku jumpa kamu di samosir tpatnya dipangururan,masi inget g see waktu pertama skali kamu datang dengan topi dan sgala jnis sragam yang buat wajah kamu smakin menjijikkan itu. pertama skali kamu tanya namaKu syp..waduh...sdangkan mlihat wajah kamu az w dah ji2k minta ampun,,apalagi memberi Nama..janganlah...
and then...ku mulai merasa rasa itu mulai ada sMenjak kamu kamu slalu ada disisi ktika smuany berlalu bgitu membosankan...u're my hero...get down...yan..
taulah...sdangkn hari ni z w masi kangen banget sm lo...heran y.......?hufffffffffh...
bodat....lah

24 JuLy 2009

Waktu w bilang..GOd PerteMukan aku With MysoulMate and then...tidak lama kmudian..dia tiba2 muncuL...w g yakin si kalo dia tu bakalan jadi sulmate gue.berawal dari pemberian bunga buat anak yang mau ikutan Ujian SNMPTN..hari pertama se, g da kejadian apa2.sMuanya byasa2 ja..w denger Musik dari MP3 Sony ericsson w.ya....MAta gue bengkak so w g brani lirik kmane2.tyuz ni hari kdua w pake baju Pink si aturanny..tapi nyalahin aturan kan skale2 g pa2.and then w dudux2 di kaki lima(wuih...ngeri banget dah) pardede hall ma tmen2 yg laen.tiba2 pas dah mau ngasi bunga..pas2 panes2nya..w liat ada cowo yang..Hmmm CooL..byarpun pada dasarnya w dah jra banget sama cowo yang sok Cool ato Mank bner2 Cool..ktauan tu belangny sam cowo yang cool w dapet dari Mr. Shadow..But its oklah anggap tu cuman buat experience doank.kalo w mpe mikirin tu story...wahh mungkin mpe skarang w g bakalan idup lagi..tapi let gone be by gone. dah lama banget storyna.and then w suka si pada dasarny ma cowo Cool..yaaah,,,it's prove..from w pertama skali mlihat dirinya(Suit2oox)...gue g tau sii dia anak Management keQ gue or anak Tehnik or Akuntansi..tapi akutansi g kali y..dilihat dari his performance..g memungkinkan banget..cuma satu Clue yang ada tentang dia yaitu..dia satu gank ma tmenya tmen gue..nah ne ni yang critanya sdikit ribet..tmeny tmen w ni pernah kul di Nommensen..berhubung dia g suka kul dsono noh..ya udah dia pindah kMedicom..scara medicom lebih baex ia tooh..?
and then he gave Me green Light.suit...suit...akh...masa si..?
y stau gue si ia..waktu mw pulang kmaren2 dia juga rada2 clingak-clinguk tu liat posi2 w dimana..aduh so sweet..Jl. iskandar Muda ke Jl. darat mank dket banget si..tapi mahasiswa mwdicom..tu mah bjibun atuh..
soo..w cuma bisa inget mukany doank..mpe tadi..w Bilang ke GOd.. God..moga2 w jumpa ma soulmate gue ya...
and suddenly..dia Berjalan dari Jl. darat..
ah..udah deh...mpe disitu az..g d crita laen ge...
to be continue...

22 Juli 2009

hari yang sangat Melelahkan,, dimana Ku yang selalu bertengkar dengan sahabat Karibku ndiri,,ntah ya..dibilang dah bestfriend g juga..coz tiap hari kita bertengkar mulu.W juga g tau napa jadi keQ gini...pengen sii ngahirin sMuana..balik keQ smula..w ngkost bareng nursita biar balik keQ dulu lagi..w g tahan stiap pagi w disuguhin dengan sarapan diam dan BadMood dari dia..pantesan aza kaQ niken ngluH ma gue kalo dia g bisa diazakin ngobroL..
yang jlas Q dah nyerah banget.. g bisa bilang apa2 lagi..w tau si,,nursita bisa dibilang pemalas..tapi mending deh daripada w dicuekin seumur2..tiap pagi w badmood..yang ada w jadi cpet tua kali ya...bukanya w mau nyalahin kamu..tapi mang kita g co2k banget mang..w juga heran,, napa kita bisa tyuz together smentara w sama lo beda banget sifatnya.
yaah..ni lah saatnya..w tau ne smua cuma luapan kmarahan gue coz dengan g jlas lo diamin w..w g biasa dibuat gitu dan yang jlas w mrasa diacuhin..lo jng bawa2 masalh lo ma gue..
akh..tau deh..yang jlas w hari ini ksal bngt ma lo..tau napa.gue seakan g bisa maapin lo..
ia...tau..lo sllu yg pertama nyakapin gue..tapi lo g boleh seenakny gitu donk suka2 buat gitu..w juga punya hati dan punya prasaan fLen.
ntah sampai kapan ne berlanjut yang jlas..w kecewa ma lo..coz mpe skarang lo te2pp anggap gue sbagai org laen bukan sbg bestfriend buat loo..w kcewa don..kalo lo tkadang g percaya ma gue, g share sama gue..ah..udah deh..let it fLow..

30 Juni 2009

Hari ni sangat Menyenangkan,,Bertemu dengan adek2 yg mau berjuang di SNMPTN..sdikit mengingat masa lalu ketika w kalah mengikuti SPMB, dulu Namanya ya SPMB..g sperti skarang ribet minta ampun seribet ujianny kale ya..tapi it's ok lah. w dah kuliah di Medicom..lebih baek malah dari yang laen.tapi sdikit berkecil ha..Yani.............g Boleh keQ gitu..dasar bodoh.syukuri..tapi kameren yang w ke KTV Inul mank myedihkan skale..dimana w mrasa g diperdulikan.. d acuhkan and ofcourse kata yang g nyampe 200 Huruf itu..saya rasa itu saja..waaaaaaaahh..tu manager bner2 g pernah blazar bahasa indonesia dengan baek dan bner..dasar gila...g tau prasaan w dah patah banget dengerrnya..Koko jlex..!lo harus bertanggung jawab buat smua ini..

08 Juni 2009

makasih ya Pak...ujarku Pelan. Ia..abis kuliah kamu mau kmana ntar.? pulang ke rumah. Aku mau beli kmeja sama jas, kamu kan tau aku g da waktu buat ke singapur cuma beli itu aza, lagian borosin waktu sama tenaga juga, barang indonesia udah perbaikan kualitas tuh keQnya..Mank dari dulu bagus koQ.?ucapku sdikit marah karena dia menyepelekan Indonesia, bagaimanapun juga indonesia ini kan my country..y g.? Kamu..langsung nyolot gitu..maksud aku kan cuma bilang kalo biasanya aku kan g pake produk indo..dah kbiasaan pake produk cina, bukan berarti menyepelekan, kamu..gimana..kamu mau g tmenin aku tar malam.? mank mau kmana.? ya...liat yang baguslah..aku juga g tau mana tempat yang bagus wat beli suit.mang kam ug tau juga y.? ya buat apa..? y udah..kita muter-muter aza dulu syapa tau ada butik yang bagus,,lagian slama ini kata orang penampilan aku rada ketuaan gitu,,yaaah..emang udah tua si, tapi kan syapa sie y g pengen kliatan lbih fresh..y g.?
Aku tertegun heran..koQ bisa- bisanya dia bertingkah genit sperti itu.? biasanya dia kan mukanya paling seram, dan tentunya paling sok cool.. eh..mmm..jam brapa.?aku tersadar,, ya abis kamu pulang kampuslah..y udah,,Ku masuk dulu y...y udah sana.

koQ bisa dia keQ gitu.? Aku heran.. tapi bagus juga si..karyawan smakin jatuh hati dan smakin giat dalam bekerja

cinta itu...............

pagi ini ku menapak jalan D I Panjaitan yang sedikit kotor dan penuh dengan Debu..I feel unconfort for these weather. pagi yang sedikit di balut mendung..Hm...

hari ini banyak pekerjaan yang harus diselesaikan. CV Vita jaya Tempatku bekerja sejak 2 bulan lalu sangat-sangat melelahkan. Ditambah lagi seornag mausia yang selalu buat hidup semakin menyebalkan. Dengan tampang yang sok Cool tapi norak itu buat Q smakin hari smakin tidak betah untuk bekerja di tempat itu. Tapi ada seseorang yang membuatku bertahan disana..Hmmm..memenag layaknya story yang little norak. the bos likes me...

bukany ngaku-ngaku neh, tapi mank kenyataan. He always gives me attention. Dia yang buat w bertahan mpe saat ni. Mr Joe..

Pagi ini dia Memakai suit warna item..licin banget, dengan senyum khasnya yang buat setiap pegawai smakin rajin wat kerja. Hai...Pa kabar kamu.?

whew...aroma kayu-kayuan menusuk hidung...parfum mahal nie...Ba...baik..ujarku csdikit gugup.

dasar,,,,,,,napa si dia slalu membuatku kehabisan kata-kata. hari ini mauk kuliah jam brapa.?

ah...mmm..jam 6..kita pulang bareng y ntar.? boleh..o ia..smalam ku Call kamu tapi koq g diangkat.? da tidur y.? makanya kalo dah pulang kuliah mandi trus minum susu byar tidurnya enak. Ia..

12 May 2009

kala itu Q berkata kepada diriMu..tidak perlu mencintaiku abaikan saja diriQ..

tapi saat ini ketika semuanya terasa sempurna kamu pergi menjauh dariku..

bagaimana bisa kamu meninggalkanQ pada saat-saat ku membutuhkanMu.?

adakah salah jika Q kini berbalik membutuhkanMu.?

mungkin smuanya sudah sangat ...bahkan sangat sangat terlambat...dan yang ada hanya penyesalan..

but confess that u ever in my heart...!

hello Mr. Andrey..how are u today..I hope that u'll be fine..

di saat saat seperti ini Q sadar bahwa kamu berarti dalam hidupku..pray for me so that i'll be change..change my whole live...

Q tahu kamu mulai suka kepada dirinyaetika pertama kal iberjumpa disana..dan aku mulai merelakanMu mulai sejak saat itu..kenyatan pahit yang harus kuhadapi adalah kamu memang menyukainya..Hufff..

pahit emang..but what I must suppose to do.? absolutely nothing..Q tahu dia sangat rapuh meskipun dia kelihatan sangat kuat dihadapanQ..Q tahu dia itu syp...Q adalah dia dan dia adalah aku..dan Q rela memberikan apa tang aQ punya untuk dia..Q sangat sayang dia...

dan lihat..Q bisa kan tanpa Qamu.? Q bisa tanpa Qmu..

Q bisa..........

sangat bisa....

30 March 2009

Today I feel nothing..i dont know why..this morning I was Have feel BadMood coz besides me there's some freak girls.Iit's make me feel odious to her.But what i must suppose to do.?absolutely nothing..i cant do anything,just keep silent and be Quit.but i hope that they're can change..better than before,coz it's will make bad as you know..everything...just it..i dont know what my feeling now..i feel that miss my home town in other words that I'm sickhome.so long to waiting for 1 week but i'll patient for it..i know God still loving me..eventough i was make a big fault..I feel shame to pray to you God.i know i was make a big fault..Forgive me God..Sorry For evrything

12 March 2009

whew,,,Today i feel just great than before..you know.? this morning I was delivered my Apllication letter to Pt. Softex Indonesia, for it i must get up early than before. But it's alright,,nevermind..by the way..yesterday i follow speech contest..i never make a wish for it.but once again i said nevermind. Today nothing special, just my friend want to give me some act..so that i'll make some yeah...i really2 dont like it.they're make a pharody or Drama..but i'll not go to sibolangit..so for what,i follow the exercise..it's not useful rigth.?
Bout love..Nothing special, since Mr. Adi not call me i feel just so2. maybe God was make a distance to him, coz is not a Good guy right.?
yeah.....Ok..i think just it for today..oh...yeah
i almost forget..thanks God Coz until today..You still Bless me...I love U

10 March 2009

Today i feel great than before...i wanna share u bout evrything.i have holiday for 5 days..but I'm not go anywhere..Coz i have no money..HeHe..and u know..i feel little uncomfort bcoz someone was terror me..not terror but he always said that He will come to my boarding house..GosH...how dare u.?
but it's alright..Ok..i'll share u bout Him..last Thursday suddenly He make a call to me..he said that wanna look me and meet with me..i feel surprise coz..long time no chat or make a call with him..indeed since His friend said a bastard words to my friend..and i feel odious to him..coz he always hang out and making love with every girl..I dont like second man...in otherwise i like Virgin man..^_^..up to u if you said that i'm exeedingly..but it's me..ooo..almost forget..His Name is Mr.Adi..yan..be careful to him dont be weak again inLove..right babe.?
and lastnight my friend and I go to some place just looking for Durian..whew..to Padang Bulan ofcourse around 00.00 am, but i feel Happy eventhough our appeareance is Bad..hahahaha
but we atill get spirit..
and then we go to Komp.Griya to take a newspaper...and then we back to boarding house around 02.00 Pm..nice Experience...
and the last..Be careful for Mr. Adi yan..he a dangerous man...Wacthout girl..!

10 March 2009

I Feel Great today.,..And ofcourse feel Comfort.u know.?

i spent my Holiday just in my boarding house with my frien Dona. But i'm not feel bored coz we always Happy and listen our Fave song...i Have funny story.Last Friday we have plan go to Gramedia.But uknow..?suddenly rain has coming and ofcourse we feel dissapointed coz we was

o4 MArcH 2009

Hello All..today I fell great than before, I always feel like this,,so that everyday i Can collect my succed. Today I'll have an Interview about 2.00 Pm. I feel little scared, but I know it's all be alright, coz i know God Alwyas with me. mmm...I'll GEt My Interview next in Veneta Nusantara, God,,Bless Me Ya..To All Of My Friends,,Please Pray For ME..

02 MarcH 2008

Hello All..Today I feel Better than before..it's the begin of March. I hope i'll not have BadMood In this Month. Yesterday I went to church at 4.oo pm ofcourse with my friends dona and Nursita, i confess that i'm little Bored with ceremony of the faith becoz i feel no have spirit.but it's alright, nevermind..
I have story bout some man..He comes from Jakarta. but His Country from Nusa Tenggara Barat. You can guess what is his colour skin..^_^. But He's so Kind.My friend said that He's a Army..Buti Dont Beliefe That.But I dont Care it's Not my hell Business right..Most important for that is He's My friend..he's so kind to me and he care bout me.i dont care what is his Job..
i confess that he's a nice Guy..

28 Pebruari 2009

Hello More...
come back again with me here..you know for this weeks and next week i will be busy becoz my examine..but it's alright..i'll consider that i must pay evrything..coz before face the examine i'm always play and read some novels..listen radio..exactly never study..but i must pay for it.
forget bout that.
by the way..today i feel better than before..i feel great..and u know now...I feel Little Bad coz someone call me just now..I dont like his act verymuch..really.He's not appreciate me. But it's alright.nevermind he's nothing for me...hwo the hell he think they are.!
mmm...i wanna talk u a little bout my country..Samosir Island with toba Lake..do u know..?
if i go home town i feel not tired again if i look toba lake with all the peace..ok, that's it. i'll show you picture of toba lake..

Light On From David Cook

nice Guy Right.?

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  Never really said too much,Afraid it wouldn’t be enough.Just try to keep my spirits up,When there’s no point in grieving.Doesn’t matter anyway,Words could never make me stay.Words will never take my place,When you know I’m leaving.
  {Chorus}Try to leave a light on when I’m goneSomething I rely on to get homeOne I can feel at nightA naked light, a fire to keep me warmTry to leave a light on when I’m goneEven in the daylight, shine onAnd when it’s late at night you can look insideYou won’t feel so alone
  You know we’ve been down that roadWhat seems a thousand times beforeMy back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasonsThat roll out underneath my heelsAnd you don’t know how bad it feelsTo leave the only one that I have ever believed in
  {Chorus}Try to leave a light on when I’m goneSomething I rely on to get homeOne I can feel at nightA naked light, a fire to keep me warmTry to leave a light on when I’m goneEven in the daylight, shine onAnd when it’s late at night you can look insideYou won’t feel so alone
  Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luckWhen the signal keeps on breaking upWhen the wires cross in my brainYou’ll start my heart againWhen I come along
  {Chorus}Try to leave a light on when I’m goneSomething I rely on to get homeOne I can feel at nightA naked light, a fire to keep me warmTry to leave a light on when I’m goneEven in the daylight, shine onAnd when it’s late at night you can look insideYou won’t feel so alone

18 Februari 2009

Hello everyBody..nice to meet you again..!do u know..next week i'll do my examine..little scare coz i have no prepare yet..Sometimes i feel regret to continue my study with major Management Of Informatic...coz i really-really dont like bout Management..but..sssssssttttt...!it just between you and me dont say to my family or my mom and dad..they will Hang me in Hariara's tree. But nevermind..i'll try to face that and become careful..coz until now i just have little friend..just dona,eva,melpa,and,,,yeah..i can count them by my finger..but i'll have my holiday for 3 days it's mean that i'll go home to my country.i'm so longing to my parents and to my home..but i'll go home in friday, and back again to this town at sunday. today i feel like a habit..nothing special..indeed i feel bored with my study. i dont know why..this time till next like need full survive...huuuhfff..sorry for mom and dad i was make u feel dissapointed maybe if u hear me and read what i say here in my blog..but plis...try to understand me..i feel bored..really...
but i'll try to hang on..coz winner say never Quit..right.?
i wanna give u a song ..just take a look..

bbb

१८ फेब्रुअरी २००९

16 feb 09

today I feel Comfort Than Before..bout before it..i want to say For all of u...Happy Valentine..may this Valentine bring us some blessing and we become fruitfull..u know..last saturday i meet with my friend..his name is andrey...he ask me to accompany him in her cousin's party. for the first..i feel happy coz i think it just for a while..but u know.?
he force me..upz..not force but he ask me stay with him there..o gosH...? i stay there for 02.00 pm until 06.00pm..i was show to him face boring..but he still not understand or just pretend.?
but i promise to my self i'll never do it like these again,,,i feel regret..but nevermind...
just it...and yesterday..i go to church with my friend..i still happy.,..
Mr. Andrey..u was fired..and u was failed....we break...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not a perfect person.There's many things I wish I didn't doBut I continue learning, I never meant to do those things to you. And so, I have to say before I go. That I just want you to know, I've found a reason for me. To change who I used to be. A reason to start over new.And the reason is you, I'm sorry that I hurt you, It's something I must live with everyday. And all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away, And be the one who catches all your tears. That's why I need you to hear, I've found a reason for me, To change who I used to be, A reason to start over new, And the reason is you, And the reason is you, And the reason is you, And the reason is you. I'm not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you, And so I have to say before I go, That I just want you to know. I've found a reason for me, To change who I used to be, A reason to start over new, And the reason is you, I've found a reason to show, A side of me you didn't know, A reason for all that I do, And the reason is you

13 Februari 2009

Today I feel better than before..I dont know why...since i meet with my adult..i became more calm down. for the first or a day before i meet with my Birthday..I feel scare coZ.. i think i was adult..and i think about everything..meery,work..and then i take a breath...slow down...some proverb said that..adult is a choice but old is must...Yani...God LUck..take ur breath and ur prAy..God Bless u.