Dear Ary JC
This is a day exactly day that before desember,feel sad because I can go back to myhometown actually, feels like alone here without doing nothing and maybe just in myboarding house, nothing to do actually, feel like evrything will be okay,just imagine what to do after all this situation, when his brother told me for get merried maybe it's just like evry people will agree with this. But how about myfamily.? they dont agree with this, with mymarriage,coz i think i'm not ready for all this situation,cooking, pregnant,breastfeed and other. will be glad to know if doesn't matter for him then he know I can't cooking, feel shame,, but what should I do.? look like used to I dont need to know bout cooking and other, I just go to for hoeing and planting rice in paddies, can you imagine with all this.? I have 8 sister and 3 brothers, feel great right.? I dont know what to do then when a man ask me for get merried cos I can't cooking,poor lucy finally with all this,I just wanna somebody give me time and I'll learing for this.Godness I can't imagine if in december I'm not go home then his brother will angry with me and evryhting will be over.? Godness, you know myheart well.I never inted to play games, I just wanna make evrything well and make him happy beside me with my little skill to amuse him,Just give me time for this,I just wanna need time,feel afraid they will be angry and then told me a big liar...huaaahh...;-(
talk bout evrything..:)..since mymother gone, I wanna talk more, but not to human..there are so many devil in tongue of evry people.!
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